This Guy...

You know how there is one person in your life that no matter what happens between you, you will always have that place in your heart for them and will always love them. Well that person is Jamie. I don't know if I could ever stop loving him no matter how hard I try. Yeah he is a major pain in my ass sometimes but I love him. Even though were not as close as we use to be n half the time hes a ass and ignores me,I still care alot about him and I couldn't see my life without him in it. I don't think I could live without him. We have had alot of hard times and have been through alot of heartache and pain. Been through alot of shit together but when were together its like none of that ever happened. We both have changed alot over the past few years. Yeah I still get mad at him bout stupid shit but I cant help it sometimes. I fell hard for him a few yrs ago.Everytime we do anything together its still like making love to him and its so hard to not say i love you sometimes cause I get so caught up in the moment. Its crazy..lol..sometimes i do wonder if we were meant to be together one day or maybe we are meant to be just friends.Idk.. I guess my mind is thinking bout to much right now n its all confusing to me. But i know that he is like one of my best friends that I will always love n will be able to tell anything to. I would trust him with my life. So yeah, I do still love you Jamie, always will..