So Tired Of Drama!!

Grrrr I really am sick of this town n the drama starters in it. I am finding out that everyone seems to be out for themselves n no one else. You cant trust anyone anymore. The people that you think you can trust that is suppose to be ur true friends u find that you cant n even your own family for that matter turn on you these days. I know I am not perfect, I have my flaws n do things I regret..yess..but I do try my best to be a good friend n not do people wrong even if were fighting or arent friends anymore.But some people just dont have that in them to keep their mouths shut n stop starting drama. I love how people say they cant stand drama starters but yet they cause most of it. I am not gonna say that I havent caused alot of drama in my life but Im really trying to change that n do better for myself n get away from people who do nothing but bring me down n make me feel sorry for myself..I am just done with people who put me down n who just wanna use me or act like im their friend when its convenient for them or who just really dont give a crap bout me at all or if im even alive. I know I am more than just someone to be used n treated like crap..I know that u have drama crap everywhere u go but I just really want a fresh start somewhere new n away from this place. I cant stand being here anymore. My life has been a mess for a while now n I know its time to start doing better for myself n my kids n be happier. I know that God will help me do that n maybe I can start believing in myself again